Sunday, March 22, 2009

So I have a question...



why are people so mean these days? and the one's who absolutely HATE drama, are the biggest drama queens. All day i can just sit and pick out all of the mean things people do in these secret ways, just to get a reaction out of someone. everyone's always trying to prove that they are just as good as someone -- better, knows someone just as well, and ridiculous stuff that doesn't even matter. no one ever said you weren't as good, and if they did -- my point exactly, someone being an asshole again. people are so insecure that they have to make fun of other people just to make themselves seem better. whether its you hair, your weight, too skinny, too fat, not stylish enough. if you're straight, bi, gay, or even mentally retarded etc. people start rumors about each other but the truth is nobody knows ANYTHING about anyone, unless of course the person tells them. but oh waits that's right, if you tell someone, everyone knows because you CAN'T TRUST anyone anymore. everyone backstabs because the truth hurts. so does lies. talking about each other once people leave, or talking about people when they are right next to you. later in life when will this drama even matter? is it just something people do to pass the time? sorry but i want to live this time actually being happy, having fun, and not being scared to trust...having great friends and memories to look back on. not all this stupid drama and fights with your so called "friends". so call me a BITCH, but maybe if things were different then i'd be too.


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Bren Da ni

You board the airplane, take your seat and watch as all the seasons they change in a wave of your hand.You always said how lucky you were that we were friends, but it was really me that was the lucky one. <3

Sunday, March 8, 2009

This is a 44 caliber love letter, straight from my heart.

i need some coffee, a corpse, and a cigarette -- just in case i get bored.